I did nothing spectacular this weekend, but it was a fun weekend. It feels like it sort of floated away too quickly. But any time i am not at work, the time flies by, i know i know surprise surprise. I am sure i am not the only one who has short weekends.
I don't really have anything fun to say today. I am having a touch of insomnia and i can't seem to turn my brain off and fall asleep. I can't get things off my mind. I am thinking about my mom a lot tonight. I have a list a mile long of things i am behind on and i have no clue how i am going to catch up. So the little hampster in my head keeps running.
I am trying to remember that there is only ONE person who can ease all my worries, and think about the amazing verse in 2Tim. that reminds me that i Know the one in whom i trust.
Something i am completely in awe of and thankful for is the opportunity to Know Jesus and to have that intimate realationship with Him, that he has planned for me. Also that my Mother knows Him, and knows where her eternity is going to be spent. That all being said, it is still really hard for me to think about a life without her. Every detail of my life it touched by my precious loving mother. She is such a major part of my life, and all of my thoughts on the subject seem so selfish. Does she know how much i love her, and depend on her? That when i go a day without seeing her or hearing her voice, i miss her terribly? I pray that i have made her proud, that I have become the woman she wanted me to when i was just a baby.
So my brain won't let me sleep tonight, it just keeps running over things again and again.
Call your mom today and tell her you love her. Or just that you appreciate her. Listne to her voice, and memorize her laugh, think of her beautiful smile.
And have a happy week. I pray that i can just be still and sleep.
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